but lately ive been drifting from those im closest to.. starting to feel like i had no one else to talk to and i dont want to keep how im feeling to be a private thing.. i need to get it out there.. so im blogging!
and you know what im getting my story out there, and even if no one ever reads this im not bottling it up. im scared of how people might react but im trying it anyway.. and who knows, i might even get advice on this stuff im feeling thats helpful.. its not the usual me and rather than freaking out friends with all these bad and scary emotions ill tell people who wont be worried about hurting my feelings. i can tell it straight up.. and right now.. straight up is what i need.
